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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

are fairy tales real? I believe they're not.. For if they're real, they may have the perfect world right now.. There's nothing "perfect" in this world anyway.. People everywhere are quarelling.. Spreading rumors about somebody they do not like, laughing at other person's fault, LYING, making someone feel they're important and eventually leave them like nothing happened.. How I wish the world could be as perfect as fairy tales.. That there could possibly be a happy ending for all of us.. A beutiful tomorrow that someday.. Maybe someday, can be true..

6:54 PM
alone* in the rain;

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

a tiring day.. a tiring day.. a tiring day.. whew! i was forced to wake up early this morning bcoz of some personal reasons.. after eating my breakfast and taking a bath, i get my bike and started to search for a non-24/7 load of suncel. i searched every store i pass by our subdivision den finally i decided to go to one store which i think has it. it took me 2 hours searching the stuff then when i got to pohase 4 i decided to end my search.. luckily as i visit the last store i went to, they are sewlling the card which i am looking for.. arriving at our house was a bit tiring too.. i had to bike fast do that dogs wont follow me and i have take the courage to face big vehicles that come my way.. when iu already arrived, i drank 2 glasses of water to replacer my energy.. but there was something that happened that made me very happy.. it was my aunt's departure today!!! yipee!!! i will not anymore hear any nonsense stories from her and also i can liuve my life the way i want! coz its still my way that prevails.. tomorrow's my enrollment day so i better sleep early, check my uniform and my things.. ;)

6:59 PM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, May 15, 2005

May15, 2005.. 01:49 p.m.. i'm tired.. feeling exhausted with all the things that i have to accomplish.. My birthday yesterday went well.. i felt sad because i didn't feel like celebrating..I turned 18 yesterday.. being 18 makes me feel excited and also a lil nervous.. Excitedfor the fact that I with my age, I can already try new things that could give lessons and of course fun in my life.. I'll be more free now coz i'm already of legal age.. I can exercise my right to suffrage and my many other rights that I don't experience while i'm still young.. But being 18 also gives me a nervous feeling.. Because now, I know I should be more responsible of my actions. I'm not a child anymore.. Whatever mistake i do, is now subjected to my own responsibility and I know that now, I shouldd take care of my actions. I should be more careful and responsible for this isanother part of my journey.. Another step in my so-called LIFE..

1:37 PM
alone* in the rain;

Saturday, April 02, 2005

April 2, 2005.. A very long day.. So many events, news, work even arguments.. Though the day was really not bad at all.. I'm very happy!! ;)!!!!

First, I got passing grades! I always pray every day coz I'm very nervous. Akala q kc I'll get failing grades in my Eco and Logic subjects!! I almost fainted when I received my clearance!;)

Second, my article for the Journalese (Journalism Society's official newsletter) which was about Mr. Patrick Paez, became the newsletters frontpage! i'm really very surprised when I saw the mag!;)

Third, because of all the good things/news that happened (as cited earlier), I won't transfer to another school/university or shift courses! For this, I won't make any adjustments at all!;)

For all of these, I've to thank some people. They became a part of my life and helped me achieve all these things..;)

I wanna thank God for guiding me.. My mom and dad for supporting me.. My brother and sister who are very naughty.. To my cousin, ate Joy.. To my friends the LIMMA, Camille Fallorina, Michael Jelvin Packay, Rafael Mejia and Carmela Lopez.. To my section 1Jrn2.. To my professors.. To the eic of the Journalese, ate Deni, the managing editor, ate Elka, section editors ate Nina and ate Joanarc.. To my former friends ADAH, MARY ANNE, RACHEL JAPZON AND ULOB SALAMAT SA GINAWA NIYONG PANANAKIT SAKIN which help me become more stronger..

That would be all!!;)

8:50 PM
alone* in the rain;

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

i really hate this day.. so many tngs to accomplish with so little time.. someone wasted my precious time dat even lead to a misunderstanding with my friend.. tngs would not have happened if that someone had showed up or at least waited for a while.. we all don't like to waste our times.. but can u at least be considerate?! is there already an approved law that prohibits hungry waiting individuals to at least have a little snack?! it's not like it took us 20 yrs eating.. and ang part na tlagan nka2banas pa e xa pa may gana magalit.. i am not iritted by d letter but wat i'm pointing here is, can u at least be considerate enough to listen to the reasons and explanations of ur members? btw, hu told u 2 b d leader?! u volunteered urself, so u must and u shud be able to axur us dat u cud at least have d time (i mean a definite time) for us.. u didn't set any time limit or watever.. kaya naicp nming umuwi nlng kc almost 3 hours na kaming nagaantay!!! E KUNG IKAW KAYA MAGHINTAY DUN DBA???!!!! duh!!! if ur busy, well gnon dn kmi!!!! nd lng ikaw ang nanga2ilangan ng oras nmin.. specifically ng oras ko!! pro cge.. sv q nga i'm not angry bout the letter.. gs2 q lng na sana next tym (kng may nxt tym pa) e magng consider8 ka nman no!! dumadagdag ka pa e...

i don't usually write about other people's behavior and my reactions to their behavior pero this time sobra e.. kaya i'm sorry kng maxadong msakit nasav q.. it's jst that i need to write this out.. baka sumabog sa dibdib q e.. ska nd nman kta pinangalanan e.. u still remain anonymous.. ;)

12:15 AM
alone* in the rain;

Thursday, January 20, 2005

ka2tpos lng ng exam so i decided to make internet. hehe.. ac2li may exam pa q kc ngabsent aq e.. epal kc skitin! haha.. un lng.. share q lng..

1:57 PM
alone* in the rain;

Monday, December 20, 2004

haayy... wla aqng mgawa.. it's been quite a wyl since i last posted a blog.. for those who posted comments, my deepest gratitude.. naks! ang lalim!! bwahahaha.. hehehe.. anyway,, i'm happy coz bsta.. hehehe.. for those people who are gvng me msgs in my friendster acct to sign in their guestbook, i'm sorry if i can't find tym to do such thing.. but don't worry, when i'm already free with all the stuffs that were doing, i'll try to sign in..;)

3:22 PM
alone* in the rain;